i can finally think of bioluminescence
of the full moon
of coffee grounds
.
& not think of you.
not immediately have my heart drop
not instantly feel nauseous
.
you are no longer the first thing
the biggest thing
the most painful thing
.
occupying my mind
& some days i go all day
forgetting you.
.
.
.
.
some days
not all days
are getting easier.
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